I want neither a terrorist spirituality that keeps me in a perpetual state of fright about being in right relationship with my heavenly Father nor a sappy spirituality that portrays God as such a benign teddy bear that there is no aberrant behavior or desire of mine that he will not condone. I want a relationship with the Abba of Jesus, who is infinitely compassionate with my brokenness and at the same time an awesome, incomprehensible, and unwieldy Mystery.

Brennan Manning, Ruthless Trust

peder & annie's baby

pregnancy due date

20 September 2007

Rules of the Playground

The way this blog is going to function is going to be different than most if that wasn't already evident from the statements on the sidebar describing "What This Blog Is" and "What This Blog Is Not".

I want to be very clear about the boundaries of this space so you can decide if this is a place you want to visit, or not.


Rule #1: No Comments

I have disabled the comments feature on this blog, the reason being that the primary purpose of having this blog is for me to externalize my thought process (part of my extroverted tendencies, what can I say?). Why not just do this in a Word document? Well, I suppose I could. My reason for doing it in the blogosphere is twofold:


  1. Accountability for me to sort through and organize my own thoughts. As a writer and as an extrovert, there is immense value for me in putting my thoughts & reflections into writing. Putting them in a "public" space (whether or not anyone besides me reads them) creates accountability for me to accomplish this. It will be a way for me to map this journey, set up markers of remembrance along the way, and to have a clear and concise testimony as to what God was and is up to where my path of faith is concerned.
  2. Some have asked to be guided through my learning & thought process while I'm on this journey. Honestly, this reason is not as important for me as the first and I must be utterly clear on this point: I invite others to view this on the sole condition that this blog be restricted to my thoughts alone. If genuinely interested, you are welcome to be privy to my reflections as they are expressed here. But without exception, I am disallowing comments in this space.

**When it comes right down to it, restricting readers from commenting is all about guarding my heart. This is something I've learned the hard way. I really need to externalize this journey somehow, but because this is both something precious and something in its infancy, I am bound to protect it; I must be vigilant about guarding the wellspring of life within me.**

Rule #2: You don't have to read it if you don't want to

As previously stated, one of the reasons I'm putting this out there so that those who are genuinely interested may follow along. It's quite simple, really: if you don't like what I'm saying, how I'm saying it, or that you cannot comment, you are also welcome not to read. And I am totally okay with that! Even if I'm the only one who looks at this blog, there is still value for me in keeping it.

Rule #3: A note on "personal thoughts and reflections"

Please keep in mind that this is not a place where I am attempting to sway or otherwise alter anyone's own beliefs and convictions; it is a place to share where my own patterns of thought, conviction, belief, and practice of faith are shifting and changing as a result of what I am learning and observing. As a result, you can expect there will be references to external sources. My own thoughts and reflections should not be mistaken for the sources referenced or for any dogma or other declarative statement of the Catholic faith.

All that being said, thanks for joining me on my journey of faith! I hope you are blessed.