I was angry with my friend:
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe:
I told it not, my wrath did grow.
William Blake
I want neither a terrorist spirituality that keeps me in a perpetual state of fright about being in right relationship with my heavenly Father nor a sappy spirituality that portrays God as such a benign teddy bear that there is no aberrant behavior or desire of mine that he will not condone. I want a relationship with the Abba of Jesus, who is infinitely compassionate with my brokenness and at the same time an awesome, incomprehensible, and unwieldy Mystery.
Brennan Manning, Ruthless Trust
30 April 2009
good words*
Posted by kirsten at 10:05 AM 2 comments
Labels: anger, forgiveness, friendship, humility
10 April 2009
a poem for good friday {2009}
Good Friday
I remember.
Thick spikes,
wooden crossbeams.
A circle of thorns.
Agony. Blood.
I have nothing to add
that you have not heard;
my voice harmonizes
with the chorus of remembrance:
my sin
your love
my hate
your love
my pride
your love
my rejection
your love
And I forget.
My skin is too thick
and I over fond of my calluses,
numb and hard and yellow.
I pray:
like the heavy curtain,
rend my heart in two
let your blood flood the crevices,
and proclaim:
“It is finished.”
Enter
my holy of holies.
Posted by kirsten at 2:26 PM 6 comments